“I’ve been struggling with doubt. Maybe not doubt, but I just don’t feel God’s presence like I did before.”
You might have said these words. And if you haven’t said them, at least you’ve heard them. And if you haven’t heard them, dear Christian, open the door, go outside, and talk to someone about faith.
The ups-and-downs are a part of it.
One minute I feel intimately connected with the Divine, but I’ll get so distracted in the next that I might as well have forgotten that God exists.
Throughout my ministry I’ve walked alongside many believers struggling to cope with the roller-coaster-ride of faith. I’ve also heard quite a few answers; most of which simply suggest that we try harder, remove anything in our lives that displeases God, and give ourselves more fully to the daily practices of reading and prayer.
These are essential components to the life of faith, for sure, but they aren’t everything. As often as “try harder” might lead someone toward a deeper faith, a few changes in perspective are often all that’s needed. Those experiencing the up-and-down of faith might consider these:
1. Sometimes We’re Given Just Enough.
Jesus didn’t always hang out with his disciples. Certain moments that he spent with them were powerful, others were intimate, but they didn’t stay at his feet 24/7. Jesus sent them out. By themselves.
Moses left the mountain. He would climb to the top and hold conference with the Almighty, but he always came back down.
And maybe our moments with God are similar – the meaningful ones give us just enough to go out from Jesus, or come off of the mountain, and “do life.” Happy are those who don’t see and yet believe (John 20:29). Maybe the dips, valleys, and silence of heaven are God’s ways of building up our faith and letting us use it.
2. Everything is Spiritual.
On the other hand, “regular life” is a lie. If God is everywhere (and is bigger than the universe), then perhaps our entire reality is taking place inside of God. The world isn’t God… but it’s located in God.
Therefore, everything is spiritual. Everything matters. Maybe some of the things that we think disconnect us from God are doing just the opposite. Life itself is a gift from the Creator; so much so that Paul can say any action, even eating and drinking, can participate in God. Sometimes the roller-coaster ride only feels like one.
So the next time the g-force of a constantly twisting, climbing, dipping faith builds up that pressure on your chest… check yourself and see to it that you remember God sometimes gives you just enough to keep you going and that even your seemingly “regular life” is spiritual.
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